heart.
let's chase the summer and forget the world.
Friday, December 04, 2009!
HandWritten on; 11:27 PM
its the holidays but they are still so busy!!!! seems like time's never enough, its never enough when we're studying and preparing for exams cause there's always so much more you need to know and cram into your head, and its still not enough during the hols when you are free and you have SO MUCH you want to do, so many people you want to meet.
tue i met huitian!!! finally. after so long even though we're in the same sch and ever since our weekly thursday date didnt continue. we wen

t to this briefing for this 4hr work thing we're supp to do tmr (sat), its like just taking attendance for this mini dance workshop and taking photographs. $5/hr only. i guess its only purpose is to make me feel more useful than playing everyday and earning some money, even if its just 2obucks.
we went heeren shokudo aft the briefing to have dinner and catch up!!!! it was really fun and comfortable i miss talking to tian!!! then we walked down orchard road taking in the xmas lightings and finally, of course, we went into ION pull and bear where i bought something then we went home, really glad we caught up (:
met the pharmacy classmates for lunch at heeren's Jack's Place the next day (wed) and watched 2012 after that at The Cathay :D i like the movie alot!!!!! the scenes of the earthquakes and buildings toppling and crashing into each other, and the humougous waves.. they were really scary but majestic in a way. like really o-m-gggg the world is crashing down on you kinda feeling and you just feel so damn small and insignificant. the front was abit draggy, but it was a touching and really nice movie, i was tearing at various parts towards the end when everything just seemed so fragile like everything you have is just going to disappear, okay i hope im talking sense haha in conclusion it was a good movie please watch if you havent.
went to angela's birthday bbq at lakeside and here are some of the photos. she has a cute dog which was the center of attention at the end of the night haha. played swings with sijia and jiayuan it has been sooo long since i sat on a swing, and this is the original kind, not the round-tyre-nanyang-kind :D miss the feeling of feeling the breeze rushing against you when you swing higher and higher, the good old childhood days at grandma's house with my cousins when we queued up to play swings!! we were the last batch of people to leave (: happy birthday angela.
met jiayuan at amk hub then went to nic's house with yongbing yesterday night for mahjong, dont have any photos haha but i was noob at mahjong and they were all laughing at me. need more training haha. decided to have supper then zhixue came and we went serangoon gardens and had a fulfilling supper before we came back then zx took over me & i watched tv/fb-ed/fell asleep while they were playing then i woke up and watched them for a while, left at around 445 thanks zx for sending me home even though cck is super far from your house, reached home at 530am slept and woke up at 3pm today! mahjong again next time :D
met sherene jiayuan jiayun for dinner just now, went to sherene's house for a while while waiting for jiayun. had dinner at holland v swensens, post photos when i get them (:
BUSY BUSY. next monday's xpharm camp dry run, next friday's finance comm acetone project thing, in the meantime i have to send out emails and collate some lists.
going to receive my buses & watch my gu tian le show now!!!!
Thursday, December 03, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:39 PM
went to sentosa with the pharmers (sounds weird right but im tired of repeating pharmacy people) on monday :D havnt been there in a looong time and it was fun :) volleyball and frisbee were fun too but they made me realise i really havnt been doing sports in a VERY LONG TIME HAHA. i felt healthier after sentosa! :)

i like the photos cause the combination of the sun sand and sea + the blue sky makes them very pretty :)






& we went to PS cafe cartel to celebrate deren's 21st! & it was the day when Aaron Kwok was there to promote his movie Feng Yun then the bunch of us - me veron angela huiping waited for him while our food turned cold but we only caught a glimpse of him haha. oh well. he is still cute! :D
Sunday, November 29, 2009!
HandWritten on; 1:46 PM

POST YEAR 1 SEM 1 :D
exams are over, cant get over the fact that i screwed up (More than usual) my last paper yesterday, but oh well WHAT CAN I DO ARGH but move on and try to enjoy life for now!
we watched New Moon yesterday it was only average. show was quite draggy. wanted to catch 2012 but the tickets were selling out like hot cakes. then we went glasshouse for dinner till like 10pm haha there were so many people celebrating their birthdays there we heard the fish and co. (not chips) song for countless times. wanted to go tauhuay place for supper/talk somemore but it was so crowded and we didnt want to sit at the alley where like at least FOUR cockroaches were visible and running around.. then we went home. tired, i was STILL sad over ppda... but nonetheless, glad that its all over. i guess.
yay planning activities out, sentosa with pharmers tmr and there was talk abt this mahjong thing and mambo and ice skating and there's angela's birthday party on wed! 2 more weeks before flying off to taiwan, holidays are super short :( and i pray for my results man oh my god its like.. yesterday's 3pm which i was looking forward to all this while, it felt so.. bittersweet. :(
don't cry because the sun is gone, because the tears won't let you see the stars
Monday, November 23, 2009!
HandWritten on; 12:15 AM
from serene's blog
"We spent about 2hours in the computer lab talking to Ms Teo.. We know more about her now rather than just 'a teacher'. It was so good to be talking to her again, listening to her voice which is comfortingly familiar, telling stories, giving advice on life in general, reminiscing about the past, getting updates on the school. Not to mention she still remembers us. After hundreds and hundreds of students she has taught, and she can remember us, even vaguely.
I can just picture her throwing a marker into the dustbin when it's out of ink, or flinging math workbooks out the door and sometimes down to the first floor. Acting out the stories in PETS textbook for the 3 years I was in her class, having to be neat in our work, learning 'spectacle words' which, according to her, is the infinitive verb of the phrase "to be", going on excursions.
Damn it's so nostalgic, it's been 7 years since I graduated from SV but almost everything's fresh in my mind as if I were still a student there. Sure, most things have changed, but memories don't.
I miss primary school. I miss the way life used to be back then. Simple, unadulterated happiness."
i cried while reading this. happy and sad at the same time, cause while i feel so lucky to be able to understand what is it all about, i feel so damn sad, that it's all over.
i love south view. ♥♥♥ always had, always will.
Saturday, November 21, 2009!
HandWritten on; 6:40 PM
i just went to visit south view's open house i finally saw ms teo again after so many years!!!!!! serene & i were just sitting standing around in the com lab where she was stationed and talked to her abt old times, new stuff and everything that came to our minds. OMG I MISS HER SO MUCH. as we are talking its like i miss p sch days and the place so much i actually felt like crying. this is quite an impossible feeling. taking a walk around sv, i realised how much the sch has changed, yet how much that still remains. our memories of running around playing catching during primary 6, i can still almost imagine the scene when looking at the quadrangle. we listened to this group of p4 girls present on their claymation project for PW i can see from their eyes and the way they present, the amount of passion and pride they have in their work. and i can see how much they enjoy themselves. the children are given so much much more opportunities now with the more advanced technology, so much more than what we had. and its such a joy to see them learn and make the best of what they have. and they are so so so so so damn cute. ahhhh.
OMG I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOL.
i cannot believe i was once like them. i would do anything to go back to those days, but its a fact that its something impossible to achieve. but seriously, i would do anything.
anything. its like something so close to my heart, its totally one thing which no matter how you explain, non southviewers will never understand. luckily serene does. I MISS PRIMARY SCHOOOOOL, going into south view must be one of the bestest things that ever happened to me. and it was smth that happened when i was a little girl. when the world out of the school's gate was unknown and the future was uncertain, but full of possibilities. omggg argh i miss primary school days! seriously, the BEST. days, of my life. <3
Monday, November 16, 2009!
HandWritten on; 10:39 PM
hello exams start THIS SAT! and it'll end next sat. i'm so unprepared. i kinda just started pharm prac a day ago??? and i tried chionging through it today but all the info's like abt the same and there's SO MUCH WORDS its just plain memory work and thats sucks. supposed to get down to doing econs tmr then anat from wed but guess i'll still be on the pharm calc tmr cause i hvnt started that!! wow. i'm SO unprepared. but next sat. i. cant. wait.
i feel like i'm just started to get used to all my modules right now at this point in time im used to the topic the content the info and now the sem's gonna be over in two weeks and i'll have no idea what happened and a next sem's gonna start all over again with new modules again and the whole cycle of having to get used to them just repeats. and next sem's just gonna be so much busier??? at least smth to thank for in this sem is that it's our first sem! and its like the later part of the year. which always feels more relaxed and cooler and happier. like even though now we're having exams, but at least we know we can look forward to the holidays the xmas season and enjoying ourselves and having fun. next sem ha.ha i definitely wont be looking forward to going year2? TIME FLIESSSSSSSSSS
(a little paragraph to jessamin sing hahaha she's so cute she's like the only person who can talk to me abt all my facebook games?? and we're like really passionate over them i rmb aft voices concert we sat at lot1 macs at like midnight for supper then we were discussing over our fries about farmville and our cafes and the new roller coaster game. jess forthe win.)
its like, i just know i need so much more.
Sunday, November 15, 2009!
HandWritten on; 12:50 PM
we can teach ourselves to settle for what is enough for us, but we'll still always want what we want, whether or not it's what we need